Piece of crap!

It is so confusing me, they say opposite attracts,and yet,we're both stupid! yeah right, I'm more stupid than he is. Why? Isn't it pretty obvious? I made decisions real quick, like greased lightning, I didn't even think twice. Then you agree with me now,huh? Maybe I was just being hypnotized by my 'pride' that time. ugh! screw me! senseless alibi! duh, loser! Ok, stop with the cursing. Hmmm, the real point is, he sure did something that causes me to freak out which is not good, and in my case, I don't really know what to say. hahah!:)) I was really ashamed of myself after reading my last post, so much drama, I acted so ridiculous which makes me such an idiot. Not gonna happen again. boo me!

Is breaking up with him worth it? I must admit, the answer is NO!

Is over really means OVER?

Woooh! I'm in a crucial situation right now, really, I am. See, I'm in a middle of something that I don't really know what's that something-something! ah,silly! Ok fine, I'll be honest with you guys. Let me first ask you a question. What would you do if you made a very bad decision, and it is something you'll ever regret for the rest and remaining days of your life? urgh! very crucial huh?! Here's the thing, I BROKE UP WITH HIM, seriously! and after breaking up with him, numerous things keep bugging me and is stuck in my head -- what if after this BIG BREAK he'll find someone else? what if someday I'm gonna walk up the street and saw him walking with a new gal? what if these will all happen reversed? that I'm gonna be the one whose in his position right now, what would I feel?[I will definitely feel terrible]. Those were the enigma that made me go crazy. So fagadocious man! Heeeelp!:((

Fine, fine! I'll put in plain words what went wrong for you to be able to have an idea on what I am really talking about. Put yourself in my shoe. So, if your boyfriend happens to be hiding something from you and you found out in a damn bulletin[friendster] what was that, wouldn't you get mad, angry, and all? You found it out in a bulletin and not exactly from him! of course you should be mad! I mean, for me you should be. That's bullsh*t! Oh well, as for me, I didn't just got mad or angry, I got furious and that's why I broke up with him. Am I reasonable to do such risky thing? ugh! I'm so effin' confused! darn it! yeah right, I'm a shallow person and I know that reason of mine was too shallow either. Now I'm hating myself. STUPID me! I'm a LOSER! a big damn loser. gad! Will someone please help me?! urgh!:((

I do love him, I love him to death, I really do! but I'm just a human being and get tired too. We've been through so many fights, we argue a lot, we exchange blows, and we're stuck on it[forever]! See, if you happen to be in my spot, wouldn't you get tired, sick, and all? Look, I'm just a human, not a robot! even coffee won't make me any bolder. I must admit, I'm not the most understanding, patient, kind-hearted person in the whole universe -- and so you should claim to be neither, you're not perfect dude! huh! So yeah, I'm not perfect, then you better understand me now! [Calm down gen, everything's gonna be alright] It will all get better in time, I should know. I'll just wait for that time to come. I hope If that time comes, it's not yet too late.:((

thick-witted's introduction!

Hate this part, the part where I'm gonna introduce myself publicly. but hey! you know what? I love doing this one. know why? 'coz many claims that they already know me but nah-ah, those people were erroneous, they were judging me as if they knew me for years. duh! I'm like, "who the hell are you to criticize and sneer at me?!" So, doing stuff like this will somehow bring them to a conclusion.[I HOPE] If you happen to be one of them, read my blog and conclude.

-PRACTICE YOUR RIGHT TO BE INFORMED-

Name's Geneveive Tueres, born to serve the Lord, not you, nor you, or even you! I'm 17, gettin' a year older every 27th of January. Oh well, many would say I'm snobbish, but the truth is, this damn bashfulness, shyness, timidity,etc., interferes with what I truly am.-- a klutzy, jerky, silly, loud person, remember all of that when you see me around my FRIENDS. I'm so opposite to that when I'm with my FAMILY, seriously!

I'm not classy, fashionable, posh, slick, or 'kikay' as what you call in tagalog, not my style man, in fact I hate kikay stuffs. I would prefer being simple and pale than putting on makeup, accessories, mini skirt paired with colorful socks, dangling earrings, ugh! so much to mention. I hate those!

I hate criticism, I would cry BIGTIME if I'll hear you criticizing me[behind my back]. Don't want catfights, fights, or whatever sense of a word is that, the thing is I hate being involve in a fight, even just in a small fight. Ok, enough with the fight!=]

As a conclusion, I AM WHO I AM, no more, no less, take it or leave it! Not enough information for those backstabbers out there but at least I gave them reason to BACK OFF and shut their mouth even just a li'l bit!+_+

Newbie on the go!

Writing is definitely NOT my passion, but I'd like to express what my emotion status are by means of creating this blog and writing stuff or whatever on it. I'm seeking for a 'FREEDOM OF EXPRESSION' spot, and blogging answered it. I'm just getting started, so meet me here again with my new post.